Cycle of Fire (The Cloud Warrior Saga Book 11) Read online

  Cycle of Fire

  The Cloud Warrior Saga

  D.K. Holmberg

  ASH Publishing

  Contents

  1. A Draasin Hunts

  2. Return to Xsa

  3. Maelen’s Ask

  4. Child of the Mother

  5. Understanding the Cycle

  6. Disciples Attack

  7. The Athan Returns

  8. A Place of Convergence

  9. Return to Norilan

  10. A Shapers Garden

  11. The Sacred Pool

  12. Filled With the Mother

  13. Blessed by the Mother

  14. A Daughter Speaks

  15. Return to the Mountains

  16. The Voice of the Mother

  17. After the Attack

  18. Questioning the Disciple

  19. The Mistress’s Plan

  20. A Daughter, Lost

  21. Return to the Pool

  22. Understanding the Seals

  23. Restoring the Seals

  24. Tenebeth

  25. Maelen’s Call

  26. Shapers of Spirit

  27. Shaper of Bonds

  28. Fire Reborn

  29. Cycle of Light and Dark

  Epilogue

  Soldier Son sneak peak

  About the Author

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  Copyright © 2017 by D.K. Holmberg

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  1

  A Draasin Hunts

  The clouds appeared thick, touched with a hint of darkness, like something solid, almost as if Tannen Minden could truly walk across the clouds like one of the Cloud Warriors of old. He sat atop the draasin with his daughter Alanna as together the three soared, diving from high in the sky where the sun beat on him but didn’t give any warmth, piercing through the clouds, feeling a mist swirling around him, before they were free and diving toward the ground once more. Alanna giggled as the draasin’s wings brushed the ocean waves, sending even more spray toward them before she climbed once more, reaching into the sky and gliding just beneath the clouds.

  Tan wrapped his arms around his daughter and she turned toward him, her face glowing with a wide smile that carried a hint of mischief to it. The draasin obeyed her more than him, though Tan could hear their conversations within the fire bond. Barely more than two, Alanna spoke to the elementals with maturity. More surprising, they listened.

  Wasina dove once more, and Tan recognized that there was nothing in the bond that steered her this time. This was entirely about what she saw below her. Wasina caught a current of air and plummeted, her graceful fall more controlled than most of the draasin. Flying with her was a thing of beauty.

  What is it? Tan asked, connecting to the draasin.

  The hunt, Maelen. Nothing more than the hunt.

  Alanna giggled and threw her hands into the air. She was precocious, and he suspected that were Amia with them, she would be displeased that he allowed their daughter to be in danger like this. Then again, both knew how she could be, how she had been from the first days. Between her earliest demonstrations of an ability to shape to her bonding, there was much about Alanna that was accelerated.

  She is a Child of Light, Maelen.

  She is my child. Is that what you mean?

  The draasin turned and peered at him with a bright, golden-eyed stare. Steam drifted from her nostrils, and he imagined the corners of her mouth curling in a smile, though he wasn’t certain how much of that was truly imagined and how much of it was real.

  You are the Shaper of Light. Your daughter is a Child of Light.

  Like Amia?

  The Daughter is different.

  The Daughter. It was the elemental term for Amia, though he had never learned why they referred to her that way. He’d assumed that it had to do with her connection to spirit, but given what he’d seen, and now the way that they referred to his daughter differently, he no longer knew whether that was the case.

  Help me understand. She’s different. I can see that myself. But there’s more to it, isn’t there?

  I don’t know that the elementals will be able to provide answers to you, Maelen. You are the Shaper of Light, and you are connected to the elements in ways that we have not seen from man before, but the Child is a different connection altogether. Be patient and know that the Mother has a plan for you.

  The draasin had grown philosophical. Did seeing the power of the darkness do that?

  They hadn’t seen any evidence of the darkness in quite some time. It had been over a year since it had been freed, more than a year since he’d faced Marin and she had managed to escape, and more than a year for him to have searched, looking for evidence that the seal had failed. So far, he had found nothing to indicate that it had. The bonds remained, holding strong on the island of Norilan, preventing the escape of the greater darkness. He studied, searching for answers, but there were none. Even the archivists had not found any. Neither had Elanne. There seemed to be something they were missing, though he couldn’t tell what it might be. The one person—or elemental—who might be able to help had been so devastated by the last attack that he had retreated, becoming something different than he had been before. Lessened, in many ways.

  You blame yourself, Wasina said.

  They were bound tightly within the fire bond, perhaps too tightly, and she could reach his thoughts. He didn’t mind her knowing, but she shouldn’t be able to reach him so easily. I don’t blame myself. I reached him as soon as I could.

  Even then, it had almost not been enough. Honl had been trapped, captured by some of the ancient warriors who had remained faithful—or seemingly remained faithful—to the old ways and preventing the escape of the darkness. Even they had been corrupted. It had proven that anyone could be corrupted by the darkness, that anyone could lose themselves to it, even those dedicated to protecting the rest of the world from it.

  You search.

  The plunged into the ocean, diving briefly below the surface, long enough that Tan gripped Alanna more tightly, preventing her from slipping from the draasin’s back. He didn’t think she’d really fall from Wasina—Alanna had proven herself a skilled draasin rider—but he wouldn’t take that risk. She was only two.

  I search. We need answers, Wasina. If he returns, then we all will suffer.

  You will be able to stop him, Maelen. You are the Shaper of Light.

  He wished he shared the draasin’s confidence. It wasn’t that he didn’t think himself capable. Far from it. He knew that he was better equipped than almost anyone else to withstand an attack like they’d faced. Between his natural shaping ability and his ability to speak to the elementals—and now to the element bonds themselves—he might be the only one who could face the darkness. That didn’t make it any easier for him, not when the power that they encountered was so much more than anything they had ever faced. And he had thought the Par-shon a formidable foe, but at least the Utu Tonah had been single person. A man, if only bonded to all the elementals and dangerous for that connection. To stop this darkness, Tan would have to overcome something greater than the
elementals themselves, something that might rival the Mother. How could he rival that which created everything?

  They soared, Wasina thankfully not interrupting his thoughts again. She listened through the bond but no longer spoke to him. He wasn’t sure that she would have anything that she could say.

  He leaned against the spikes on Wasina’s back, feeling the heat surging through them. His connection to fire—and the fire bond—kept him safe, much like it kept Alanna safe. Others would need for him to shape a protection, or to have their own resistance to fire. Not his daughter. He wondered what the full extent of her abilities would be when she fully developed them. More than him, possibly, especially with the connections she already possessed. Would she one day surpass him? Would she be the one the elementals called on to keep them safe?

  It would only be fitting. Someone needed to maintain that connection. The elementals had gone for so long without having anyone able to speak to them, or at least able to speak on their behalf. Even those who had bonded to the elementals didn’t fully understand. His mother recognized what the elementals could do for her, but she didn’t have the same ties to all of them and didn’t seem to fully grasp the need to take those ties into consideration as she viewed the world around her. It was her failing, and one born of the world she’d lived in, the world that had existed before Tan had changed it.

  Alanna giggled, gripping the spikes of the draasin with her bare hands.

  How could he think he’d done anything but change it for the better? This world, the one where his daughter would grow up—and the students within Par and now the university, for that matter—would not know a time with a barrier between the kingdoms and Incendin, a time when Par-shon existed, even a time when there were no draasin. She would know only that the draasin existed and were not to be feared. That barriers between countries only prevented them from understanding each other, and that the elementals should be considered, not suppressed and used.

  It was a better world. That didn’t make it less dangerous.

  No, in some ways, this world was more dangerous. With the darkness now managing to get free, even if only a little bit, there was much more danger to the world than only that which Incendin posed, or even what Par-shon had once posed for the people. This darkness could unmake everything that the Mother had created, and could undo all that the elementals were.

  You worry for that which you should not.

  I’ve seen the way it uses the elementals, Wasina.

  You have protected us, Maelen. You have added spirit to the bonds. There is nothing that Voidan can do to us any longer.

  Tan wasn’t certain that was true. The darkness could still influence things in ways that would create problems, even if it wasn’t able to damage the elementals. It could possess shapers, much like it had with Marin, and the way that Jorma had been corrupted. If that happened to others, it might be able to impact the elementals, especially if it corrupted those who were bound to them.

  We should return, Wasina. There is nothing for us here.

  She snuffed, and steam and smoke breathed out from her nostrils, creating a fine mist in the air where they touched. Arching her head back, she looked at him, catching him with one eye. She fixed him with it, concern flashing across it. He didn’t need the fire bond to know that she worried about him.

  I am not the only one who worries for you, Maelen. The others see the way this consumes you. You will find answers when he comes again, or he will not come again.

  The bond is not fully secure.

  You have created enough of a bond. It will hold, Maelen. The others have added to it.

  He knew that they did. The archivists in particular, led by Amia, had continued adding to the binding that he’d placed. Norilan was different now than it had been when he first encountered it, a place that now had colors and life, things that were not artificial and shaped but that allowed the land itself to return, much like what had happened in Incendin.

  They did create a bond, but it was entirely possible that the bond would fail. In fact, it was what Tan expected, what he feared. It was why he searched for answers, why he continued to push himself. He needed to understand how he could suppress the darkness and use the binding that had been created centuries ago.

  But… there had been no further attack. As much as he searched, there had been no sign of the darkness. Nothing. It was as if Tan truly had suppressed it, even though he didn’t think that he had.

  Which was why he continued to search. If they could find something, a sign of some sort, a way for him to understand what the darkness might do next, he needed to be ready. There was only one way to do that, and he might be the only one who could do it.

  He sensed Wasina’s disappointment but she didn’t say anything more.

  Through the fire bond, he detected a growing sense of another presence.

  Tan twisted in his seat, looking back into the sky, and saw the massive form of Asgar streaking toward them. On either side of him were two of the newest hatchlings, both now almost half his size, large enough that they could carry someone with them, though they did not. Neither did Asgar.

  Why are you here, Asgar?

  You must come with me, Maelen.

  Tan motioned to Alanna. I have her with me. I can’t leave. Let me bring her back to the city and then I can come with you.

  There is no time.

  What did you find?

  What we’ve searched for.

  Tan’s heart started racing. You found the darkness?

  A part of it. We have found her.

  Marin. They found her.

  After a year, they had finally found her.

  The draasin?

  Not the draasin. Ara discovered evidence of her. We should go or she might begin to leave and obscure herself from us again.

  Where?

  An image formed in his mind, one of a series of islands with an enormous central island.

  Tan had seen it before, and had even been to one of the outer islands before.

  Xsa? How could she be in Xsa? Wouldn’t we have seen her by now?

  Xsa was too close to Par for them to overlook. They had looked—at least, Elanne and several of the other bond wardens had looked. They wouldn’t have missed Marin.

  Unless those of Xsa hid her from them.

  It seemed unlikely, especially since they had made it clear what Marin had done. But Tan didn’t know enough about Xsa. They were an island of people he had only seen a few times, even when he had been in the kingdoms. Others knew them better and had more experience with them.

  Come, Maelen.

  Tan turned his attention to Wasina. Can you take her back to her mother?

  Of course, Maelen. She will be safe.

  No more diving.

  Are you certain? The Child seems to enjoy the dives. She is much like you in that way.

  Tan laughed. I do enjoy the hunt, but not when it places her in danger.

  She will be safe. You know that the elementals will keep her from harm. She is the Child of Light.

  He patted Wasina’s side. Thank you.

  Tan squeezed his daughter and she turned to look at him. For a moment, she had a knowing look in her eyes, one that almost made him think that she understood what he had to do. Then it faded, disappearing with a giggle, and she squeezed onto Wasina’s spikes. Through the bond, he sensed Wasina’s approval.

  Tan jumped, carrying himself off Wasina’s back and onto Asgar’s with a shaping of wind and fire. When he landed, the draasin turned to the side, streaking away. Tan looked down to see his daughter giggling, holding onto Wasina, as the other draasin rode the current of air, drifting with it, a beautiful sight.

  With a sigh, he pulled his eyes away. Much as he did every time he left her, he hoped he would return to her safely. With what he faced, it was a sacrifice he was willing to make. He hoped that if it came to it, she would one day understand.

  2

  Return to Xsa

  The flight carried the
m over the ocean, with massive white-capped swells rising below. The clouds grew thicker, as if a coming rain made its way toward them. The air smelled of hot sulfur—that of the draasin—and the damp hint of the rain. Tan leaned forward, gripping the draasin’s spikes, holding on more tightly than was necessary.

  You can relax, Maelen.

  When? I’ve sent Alanna with Wasina. A two year old, alone atop a draasin.

  You know the elementals will keep her safe.

  Tan shook his head. He knew that they would, but it didn’t make it any easier that he had left his daughter. Human children aren’t the same as draasin. She is unsafe at that age. She cannot even hunt.

  She has no need to hunt. Wasina will keep her fed if you fear for her.

  Tan almost smiled. The comment amused him, though he knew it shouldn’t. He should be filled with worry, and a part of him was, but there was the other part that knew the draasin would never harm his daughter, and that they would do everything that they could to keep her safe. He hoped Amia understood. She’d had a hard enough time with him bringing Alanna with him in the first place.

  You’re mistaken, Maelen. She wanted you to bring the Child. You have been too focused lately.

  I don’t think I can be too focused. Not with what we face.

  Even with what we face, you must live.

  Tan wanted to counter him, but there was nothing he could say that would convince even himself.

  The islands came into view. In the distance, Tan could see where they’d been attacked by the stone creatures and he’d been forced to use a binding on them in order to escape. He’d barely managed to get away, and had he not known how to use the binding, he doubted that he would have managed. That was when he’d learned that he couldn’t destroy. Even with all his abilities, he couldn’t destroy. He could kill—he’d taken the Utu Tonah’s life—but what he needed to do with the darkness was something else entirely.

  You cannot counter the Mother. If you think like that, you risk becoming what you would oppose.